A Second Chance...

I was so shocked when you pm me on skype that day.

Because you seldom and barely do that.  =P

But this time is different from the other time.

I'm not gonna go into details but I just wanna there is always a second chance.

Btw, I really wanna thank you for giving me a second chance again.

And believe me, I will not disappoint you again.

Thinking Of You...

I can't got to sleep, I'm just thinking of you, thinking of tonight...

And all of the feelings coming through when I'm with you.

There's nowhere else I want to be.

It's only 10.30pm and I'm thinking of you.

You're perfect in every way.

I prayed for someone like you.

I'm wide-awake thinking of you.

You must be an angel, there's no other explanation.

There feelings are real, not just flirtation.

And I love being with you.

You're all I want, everyone else is pointless.

I don't know how I feel.

But I know that it's for real.

I can honestly say that I'm in love with you.
I can't stop thinking about you.

Regrets...

Regret is when you look back and realize that you could have done more.

Regret is when you realize that what you did was wrong.

Regret is when you look back on life and wish that you could go back and relive a single day of you past.

Regret is remembering someone who meant so much to you and remembering how you did them wrong.

Regret is looking back on something that meant so much to you and never realize what you really had.

Regret is never saying I love you.

Regret is going on in life, having so many regrets in life, and never having the ability to do anything about it.

Regret is never remembering to live life to the fullest.

Love Quote of The Day: The pain is deep and yet I nurture it. It reminds me of you and though it hurts, I wouldn't want to change anything to out story...

Why Love Is So Complicated?

Why love is so complicated?

Are we meant to be together?

On the inside, I am being killed.

I thought it was you and me.

Why do we fight?

Stained tears on my pillow.

I will cry all night, just to be with you.

Do you love me?

Sometimes I am frightened.

So why can't we be together?

Why love is so complicated?

Love Quote Of The Day: If I love you, let you be. And if it's true love, you will come back to me.

To those that always read my blog: Sorry for not updating my blog for so long...I will be blogging quite often again...    =D

All I See Is You...

I remember us, the way we used to be.

I'd hold you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me.

But now when I see you, you look right through me.

I feel so lonely now.

But when I close my eyes, . . . . . . . . all I see is you.

The love we used to share, gone up in whirl winds.

Will I ever love, or ever live again?

I am tired of crying, and I am done trying,

To remember all about you.

But when I close my eyes, . . . . . . . all I see is you.

All the love I am sending, the memories I won't sell.

I know there must be an ending to the story I will tell.

I dream only of your love and happiness in life.

I try not to think of you.

But when I close my eyes, . . . . . . . all I see is you.

Love Quote of The Day: A heart that loves is always young.....

Days Without You...

I miss you so much, day and night.

I can't realize why you're gone.

I just think I treat you right, but now I'm again alone.

The days without you are so long.

And these days without your kiss and smile.

I don't even know what I've done wrong.

I've been thinking of this for a while.

A few questions that I need to know: -

1. Why does my heart feel so sad?

2. Why you could ever hurt me so?

3. Why can't I get you out of my head?

Now I'm standing here alone with this wright upon my heart.

And wondering why you're gone.

Remembering our feelings from the start.

In my mind, I have all my memories in a range.

Each moment spent with you is unforgettable.

But I can't realize what made you change.

For me, this is just un-get-able.

I know I won't pull through without you by my side.

So baby, come to me - don't hide and run.

The only thing I want is to be with you.

Please baby, make my wish come true.

Don't you know that you make my days count?

And I'm always happy when you're around.

It doesn't matter what we do, as long as I'm here with you.

Love Quote of The Day: Love is a many splendid thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love...

Why I Love You?

The perfect girl use to be only in dreams it seemed.

But when I first see you, it changes everything.

I know right off that you are the one, I hope we can be together.

Whenever we hug, I get chills up my spine.

And I think about you non-stop, all the time.

Nothing can change what you mean to me.

You're all that I want, and all that I need.

When I look into those beautiful brown eyes, it makes me realize that you are the most gorgeous on the Earth.

I found my girl, so now I can end my search.

Every night when I get down to pray, I thank God for you because you brighten up my day.

I will give the world away just to be with you.

Now that I've found you, there's nothing I wouldn't do.

I will sacrifice it all just to be with you.

Because you have turned my life around.

When you're with me, it's impossible for me to frown.

I will cherish every moment we spend in your presence.

Because you're my perfect angel and God sent you to me from Heaven.

Now tell me that we belong together.

Please tell me that I will be with you forever.

The me that you love me.

I just want you to see that I truly love you.

You're the proof that my love is alive.

Something is going on, it's mixing up my insides.

A feeling so new, and so special it seems.

My love for you sends the angels to their knees.

I'm trying to show that our love will defy time.

Even God couldn't send enough words from above to explain that you're the one and only true love.

There's millions of reasons I wish our love will never end.

But simply, you're not only my girl, you're my best friend.

And this is why I truly love you.

Love Quote of The Day: To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.

I'll Be There...

When you find yourself on your own, remember that you're not alone.

And when you're feeling down and blue, remember that I'll be there for you.

When I'm not with you, remember that I'll be in your heart.

I think about you every night and day.

When I'm with you, I wanna stay.

I hope you'll always remember me, cause I'll remember you for eternity.

I never want to let you go, because I like you.

If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you.

You know it's well and truly true, I would do anything for you.

When you're looking at the stars in the eternal blue,

remember that each star out there is a reason why I like you.

And when you think you're alone and when no one is there at all,

I'll be right in front of you to catch you when you fall.

Love Quote of The Day: You were the truth, she was a lie, and I am the fool...

What You Are To Me?

You're the sun that warms my face.

You're the wind that embrace.

You're the calmness of the ocean sound brings.

You're the beauty of flowers in the spring.

You've given me hope when I didn't have any.

You've given me forgiveness that I didn't deserve.

You've given me more than I could ever ask for.

You've even given me love when I didn't love you in return.

You are my very best friend.

You are my soul mate to the end.

You are the love of my heart.

I know we will never part.

So if you ever need me, know that I'll be there for you.

I want to love you  the way you have loved me.

I want you to know how much I care.

No matter where I go or what I do, I'll spend the rest of my life showing how much I love you.

Love Quote of The Day: The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

End of College Life ~

Finally college life had come to an end...

I seriously gonna miss college so much...especially my classmates,friends and new friends that I met this year...

I really had a lot of fun in college...

And I wanna thank all my classmates for everything...

Petrina, Yi Wenn, Wan Shin, Elysia, Iza, Victor, Adrian, Felicia & Xin Yi...

Thank you to all of you for everything...

I gonna miss you guys so much...

We must have a reunion dinner every year and everyone must come...

And I met a lot of new friends this year...

All of them are from the January 2010 intake...

Even though we known each other for 4 months only, but I'm happy to have you all as my friends...

Like Jo, Olivia, May, Yan Leng, Peck Hwa, Rachel Wong, Kathleen, Hui Qian and many more...

Somehow, I miss the staffs in TCSH also...

Like Ms. D, Sarah, Rahul, Ananda, Ai Rene and more...

And my lecturers too, Ms. Tang, Ms. Tan & Mr. Yong...

And a specially thank to Ms. Jackie, my mentor...and my edboard teacher advisor...

I wish that time can slow down for me...

If stop, that's even better...

I really wanna hang out with all these people more...

One year & six months is just too fast...

~ Memories ~

Felicia, Elysia, Gaeun, Petrina, Wan Shin & Janice

Me & Yoshnee

Kee Aik & Me

Bobo, John, Me & Arthur

Yi Wenn, Petrina & Me

Janice, Me & Wan Shin

Gaeun & Me

Elaine & Me

Rachel & Me

Charmaine & Me

Yvonne & Me

Kah Fai & Me

Me & Szi Yee

Me, Hui Sian & Szi Yee

Celine & Me

Rahul & Me

Me & Ananda


I gonna miss all my friends and college so much...
I will try to come back to visit as much as I can...
Will upload more photos on the next post...

Love Quote of The Day: With every smile I make without you; a little piece of my heart breaks...

Wonderful Week!!!

I had a very wonderful week this week...

I watched 2 movies on Thursday with Victor...

&

These two movies are must-watch-movie...

And I gonna watch Ironman 2 again tomorrow...

(^.^)

And I had a great night yesterday...

There was an event going on in my college last night...

Taylor's Got Talent...

The event was quite happening and I enjoyed throughout the event...

I wish Chelsea will win the game against Liverpool tomorrow...

Then my week will be 100% perfect...

And Chelsea will rule this season...

Love Quote of The Day: I think that I would rather die than to ever make you cry.....

Thank God & My Car...

I really wanna thank God & my car so much...

For saving my life...

I promise I'll never do the same mistake again...

To all the drivers in the world, NEVER EVER drive when you don't have enough sleep or tired...

Because this is very dangerous...and I am one of the example...

I went home kinda late, around 12.45am...

And I was kinda sleepy...

I think I fell asleep for 2-3 seconds...

Then the nightmare happened, my car banged on the concrete then ramped into the toll...

When I woke up, I noticed my car is lying 90 degree side way...

And I felt my neck was aching...

The first thing I did was loosen the seatbelt and look for my specs because I couldn't see...

After I looked for my pouch...

I took out my phone and called my Mum...

She was panicked and crying over the phone...

Sorry, Mum, for scaring you...

Sorry, Dad, for destroying your car...

My parents sent me to the hospital and the doctor said I am suffering from some damaged muscle tissues...

And at least 6 weeks to recover...

Means no futsal for me till A2 exams ends... *sigh*

I hope I can time travel and fix everything right...

Haiz...

No matter what, thank you, God, for saving my life...

And my strong and tough car...

Love Quote of The Day: I love her and that's the beginning of everything....

Busy, Stressful, Tired & Lucky...

This week wasn't a really good week for me...

Something terrible happened to me...

I had photo taking session for editorial board on Wednesday & Thursday...

On Wednesday, I took photos from 8am till 5.30pm...

On Thursday, 4.30pm till 6.00pm...

These are some photos taken when we have breaks:

Olivia, Joanne & Me

Horng Qing(*Sorry*), Zhen-Howe, Qian Lu, Phui Ping, Rachel, Yan Leng, Peck Hwa, Olivia, Me, Joanne & Phui Yuk

Arthur, Zhen-Howe, Rachel, Me & Yan Leng

Rachel & Peck Hwa

Me & Phui Yuk

Joanne, Arthur, Zhen-Howe, Me & Olivia

Zhen-Howe, Qian Lu, Rachel, Peck Hwa, Phui Ping, Me & Phui Yuk

Zhen-Howe, Qian Lu, Rachel, Peck Hwa, Phui Ping, Me & Phui Yuk

Zhen-Howe, Qian Lu, May, Yan Leng, Olivia, Rachel, Me, Peck Hwa, Joanne & Phui Yuk

Lih Wen & Peck Hwa

Rachel

Hui Qian, Debbie, Zhen-Howe, Jim, Rachel, Arthur, Me, Olivia, Yan Leng, Phui Ping, Kathleen & Joanne

Joanne & Me

Joanne & Olivia

Mark, Rachel, Me & Kendrick

Kathleen & Hui Qian

Rachel & Phui Yuk

Phui Yuk, Me (Body Only), Yan Leng

Phui Yuk, Me & Yan Leng

Yan Leng & Phui Yuk

Yan Leng, Phui Yuk & Joanne

Joanne

Hermes Chan

Arthur, Zhen-Howe, Yan Leng, Josephine, Kathleen & Hui Qian

Love Quote of The Day: Life without love is like a tree without blossoms of fruit.....

Holidays Gonna End!!!

OMFG....?!?!??!

Holidays gonna end tomorrow....

My holidays is so freaking unproductive....i almost went out everyday....

Have to start my revision on Monday....and work hard for my A2.....

I had so much fun this week....

I went out with Zhen-Howe, Yan Leng and Qian Lu on Monday....

We went to Delicious to eat Spaghetti Carbonara, Onion Soup, Fish & Chips and Brownies with Vanilla Ice Cream....

After we went for a movie called It's Complicated....

Then I went back to college on Wednesday to take SAM class photos for the yearbook....

On Thursday, I went to OU with my classmates....

A lot of them turned up and the outing was quite happening....

We went to Sushi Zanmai for brunch....

After that, we went to play pool, bowling and karaoke....

At 2.40pm, we went to watch When In Rome....

I think It's Complicated and Date Night are better than When In Rome....

I went back to college on Friday....

It was so boring because I was ditched by my friend....

Today was an outing day to me....

I went to Lakeside Campus with Yan Leng in the morning....

Then we had lunch with Peck Hwa in Village Park....

After that, we went to hang out in Desa Park City....

We had the yogurt ice cream and tiramisu cake....

After that, we went to the pet store and visit the animals....

Peck Hwa wanted to buy a dog and a rabbit so much....

She kept on saying, "it's so cute...."

After i dropped Peck Hwa home, Yan Leng and I went back to college to take photos for the Ballroom Dance thing....

We went to yam cha with Hui Qian and Kendrick after that....

And Kendrick's house was so FUCKING big and awesome....

I swear that I will marry him if I am a girl....   =P

It's time to watch football dy....

So I shall stop here....

Love Quote of The Day: A good way to not get hurt is by not being scared. Don't let fear in for fear only shadows your hearts true desires to be happy.....

Busy...

OMFG!!!

I have been slacking for few days already...

I need to start my revision now...

A2 is just one month away...NOOO, less than a month...

DAMN IT...

I really should stop slacking and start my work now...

And editorial board work is driving me crazy...

I wanna apologize to Ms. Jackie (teacher advisor for edboard) for not informing her about the change of plan...

I am really sorry cause I really forgot about it...

Love Quote of the Day: When I see you smile and I know that is no for me, but that is when I will miss you the most.....

Boring Holidays.....

Today is the third day of holidays...

And I find my holidays is fucking boring...

I have been trying my best to find something to do everyday...

I am blogging in my grandparents' house now...

I already fucking bored and my bro just made me pissed off...

Just feel like whacking him...

I gonna plan something out for next week...

If not, I will die of boredom...

Someone please suggest what can I do during the holidays.

P/S: victor, if you sees this, i know you gonna ask me to study...

Love Quote of the Day: You are what I never knew I always wanted....

FINALLY!!!

FINALLY!!!

Finally trials is over....and holidays just started!!!

I gonna use my holidays wisely because i don't wanna stress out when A2 is near....

Hmm, i attended Latin dance class today....and met some new friends....

The reason is my friend needed a partner and she wanted me to be her partner....

So i agreed to be her partner....

And actually i find it fun....might be going again next wednesday....

Gonna go futsal today at 10am since it's 12.06am now....hahaha....

Got so many things to do during the holidays.....

Revision, editorial board, sports....

Love Quote of the Day: I never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

You Will Never Know....

I really don't know what to do already.... Just feel like giving up.....

Am I your friend? I felt like I am not....

Seriously I really don't know what to say now.....

Because of you, I just feel like giving up....

Because of you, I always have stupid thoughts....

Because of you, I can't concentrate on my revision....

Haiz.....

You will never know how I feel about you....

You will never know how much I am suffering....

You will never know how much I am in love with you....

Love Quote of The Day: When I knew we lost our happiness together, my happiness faded away.....